Thank you. It did help. No, I really don't have any friends. There is another site, in which I have my story. Some people can read it and contact the program in which I am working on. Some how they email straight to me.
Any way, they are still alive today.
It's my home life and family life vs. my past that is really getting to me. It is very complicated and extremely long to tell about. Not to mention pain to talk about.
This program have given me wisdom and knowledge, but, I am having a hard time with the understanding or lack of strength -mentally and emotionally- to get by day to day.
I want the world around me to change, but, it won't. I have to change on how I handle it.
I get so tired and feeling so uncared for and unloved. I wish that I could tell you what all is going on, but, i just can't at this time.
Thank you for sharing with me your wonderful advice. No advice is ever lame when it is given with a caring heart. Thanks again.
P.S. Don't you give up either. Good days is one of the things that keeps us going.